I finally have a dream where i recognize her face. Someone I haven't seen in almost ten years. It's interesting because last night i went to a club to celebrate a friend's b-day and my sister saw someone that she knew but couldn't remember who she has and from where. I also saw someone there that reminded me of a girl i knew a long time ago in the army (it wasn't her). That would definitely of been insane but the universe doesn't work in such overt way. Her methods are subtle, meant for us to meet her half way by learning to see and understand the signs and patterns that she lays on our path.
I'm house siting for a friend (real life friend), big beautiful house, lots of bedrooms and closets (will get to that later). It starts with me driving to his house in a beat up car, which gets more beat up with my driving (just like flying,it is hard to drive in your dreams). I either take Keith or he meets me there, we hang out in the house for a while, watch a movie or play games on the xbox and then we decide to go outside to the pool. The pool is at the front of the house and it's also a sort of community pool so there are other people there. Keith jumps in and starts talking to them and playing w/ the kids (never afraid to meet strangers) while i decide to stay back because i didn't bring swimming short. Of course, Keith didn't either but got some from the house and tells me to do the same, but I don't like using others people clothes. He tells me i should go in the pool because there are people that know me there and he brings to my attention the kids playing there, I recognize one of them a girl i used to take care of in the YMCA and there are a bunch of other too, all wanting me to go in and play. I still decide to go back in the house and be alone(?). As I'm heading in, a group of teenagers, some of them whom i also looked after at the Y show up but i only recognize one of them and it's her. They all follow me inside the house and like good teenagers begin to make themselves at home. I let them hang out with the unstated agreement that they won't fuck up the house, so they start watching TV, a group of them decide to go cook something and i go to the master bedroom to chill. At some point i decide to go to the pool, all the commotion gets to me, and I begin to look for shorts in the house. I begin to look in the bedroom closet but it's filled with my friend's GF clothes, including all the fundies (a lot of them and all very interesting) so i begin to move through the house which is lined up with closets down the hall. I begin turning lights on so i can see in the closets better and all i keep finding is her clothes (how much clothes does this woman have?!) i move down the hallway towards past the kitchen, towards the end where the laundry section is ending in a second bedroom. I go in the bedroom and she's there, laying on the floor listening to music (but through an old style phone). I say hi but I'm being shy so i keep to myself, still looking in closets, when there's a knock at the window. It's some other friends coming to join them. One of them is a guy and i get temporally jealous because i think theres something going on between them so i leave the bedroom giving up my quest to find bathing shorts. I start turning all the lights that i turned on off, which for some reason is a complicated process because there are multiple buttons and tiny levers involved. Like and old computer panel from the original Star trek. The kids that are in the living room stop me to talk and they ask me what i watched last night with Keith. I tell them i watched the Matrix revolution and Wolverine which is playing on the TV at the time and i comment on how crappy the movie was (because it fucking was). Some of the reasons i give them included the fact that they used Lobo in the movie and how it was just executed badly with a horrible script, even though they had good actors and decent director. I also stop in the kitchen to see whats going on and there is a mess all over and they're trying to clean up some food that fell to the floor. There is a butler helping them pick up a casserole(?) of the floor and he tells me it's OK, he's there to help. I finally go to the family room which seems to be the only quiet/empty place in the house when i notice a pile of cigarette ashes on one of the couch's armrest. I immediately know it's from the new group and i go to confront them when i see them in the living room smoking away. Seeing that i lose it and start screaming at all of them, kicking out the new group and laying down the rules for the ones that were already there since they seem to of forgotten them. After I'm done, i decide to go to the other bedroom where she's at to she how she's doing calm down. I walk in and everything quiet, she's still laying on the floor by the bed listening to music and i sit next to her. I look at her but she has her eyes closed and I'm not sure if she's sleeping but i see her her smile so i say "hey" to get her attention and as I'm about to start talking to her i Wake up.
I fucking wake up because i fucking have to use the bathroom and of course falling asleep after is impossible. That shit never fails to happen.
Analysis: I guess she's definitely someone i know, whether it's the actual girl form the dream or not i don't know. But i also think that I'm going to see her, run into her soon. We'll see what happens.
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